Farewell

A scene in Blood on White

And so she passed away

Her eyes so blue
Never had the opportunity to see how deep they were
I knew I was not going to have a chance, still I feel the void
Just as if it was not going to happen, never...

She was denied a life
She was aware of her awkward illness
Clumsy, it ate her since she was a kid

She was not afraid, though
She was just angry
She was not scared
She was just sad

And now she flew away
Left for oblivion
Left for her final journey
And she won't come back

She never dreamt of Heaven and Hell
And I'm sure she won't find any
Cause that would be such an injustice
Such a fucking lie
A lie she never trusted in

We never really met
Though I'll miss you just the same
We will never hug, or kiss, or just touch
Just to feel the other
Just to prove we were real

You were, will I ever be?

I loved you in a strange love
And so you did
So strange to tell
Death did us part

Never forget
Never forgive

She never cried
And now won't I
Cause she'd not have wanted me to

Farewell, Chynthia